I want someone to need me. Is that so bad?

I don’t mind Nick Jonas. Ehh. He’s just as credible as any other artist, he’s just a Disney star. My title today is from him.

I don’t like how lonely I feel. I don’t like how selfish I sound. I don’t like that people around me seem to be so much more personable than I am. I don’t like that I’m not expected to have a boyfriend. I don’t like that certain people qualify me as a loner. I don’t like that sometimes I go against my morals. But today I’m tired of being optimistic. Let me be cranky. Don’t freak out. Understand my feelings.

I only I have one friend who can do that. She knows who she is. <3

-chloe

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